What am I supose to do?

This is all so damn crazy... can't believe what's happening to me now...

Each morning I get up I die a little, can barely stand on my feet. Take a look at the mirror and cry.


I can't feed myself right now, my head has gone crazy.

This is all so much for me to handle, just want to close my eyes, then wake up and see that all this shit around me has gone, that everything is always like I wanted to be.